Seeing him try out other things, with the drama filming and all, excites and saddens me at the same time. Excited. Finally, he is out there proving the whole world that he can do more than what most think he could. Saddenned. In doing this, he is alone without the rest of the pack I've been used to see and to love him with. Then again, I am proud. But more than anything else, I am just happy. Because I know, deep in my heart, he is too. ^^

Words cannot express how much I miss YOU.

( Maybe, it is TRADITION. Really, it is LOVE. *_* )

Now that I think about it, he is now where I want to be all this time. Getting out of his comfort zone. Going on his own. Exploring his other career options. Getting onboarded with new things. Shim Changmin has done it just when he turned 22. And I sure can do too now that I'm nearing 26. The last time I counted, should be 6 more months. 6 is the number then. To be "Changmin". Happy. And to be where I want to be. Yes. That is the plan. (",)

Some six years ago. December 26, 2003 to be exact. Five boys getting on stage, trying out their luck. Dreaming. Believing. Years after, they have really made their mark. -_-

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Amazing Apart. Extraordinary Together. Everything that's been going on for the past couple of months brought about just every emotion possible. Whatever happens in the future and whatever path they choose to take, I am simply very thankful to have known them five gorgeous and incredibly talented men. Happy 6th, 東方神起~ ♥

And I just realized it's been almost 10 weeks since my last update here. Haven't had the chance to check any updates as well. Wow. Toxic. Hoping the start of 2010 wouldn't be as hectic and tiring as the past couple of months. On to better and brigther things. Good vibes. *_*

Since Christmas is just around the corner, I've decided to start with my Wish List. In no particular order. Plus the fact that I'm already reaching a quarter of my life this year, I suppose these can serve as special Post-Birthday Gifts as well. Am I asking too much? Hmmm. Just pushing my luck. ^^;

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I'm putting things on hold tentatively and extending the "deadline" I've set some days ago. Giving myself another chance to re-assess and sort things out maybe until I officially turn 25 in a couple of days. Prolonging the agony, I guess. Taking a leave on the 15th. Bound to get some me-time. And some more to torture myself with all the thinking and deciding which way to go. xD

Now, on a more pressing note. I've been meaning to get a haircut I haven't tried before. Bob-Cut? Curled? Rebonded? Or something really extraordinary? Should I get my first hair color or just stick with my usual locks? Hmmm. Another serious dilemma. I know. ^^;

Time and time again. Absence, indeed, makes the heart grow fonder. Feels like it's been ages ago. It's just overwhelming to see them five in just one frame. Together. Once more. ♥

Always Keep The Faith... ♥

Kim Junsu. Park Yoochun. Kim Jaejoong. Shim Changmin. Jung Yunho. 화이팅~ ♥

On another pressing matter. While 동방신기 hits Shanghai, another huge storm on its way. Bound to hit Manila and the rest of the country today. Still waiting for that mass text message announcing employees may do work from home today. Scared to be stuck with all the chaos in the middle of nowhere. -_-

Trying times yet again. Praying for everyone's safety. Take care, Philippines. Be safe. (",)

Just seeing these make me tear up. Mad, I know. Have I mentioned how much I adore Hello Kitty? Omo~ T_T

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Much thanks to Chuvaness for the photos and the inside scoop. I shall be hitting that Sanrio Luxe Store when it opens in Manila. Hope there'll be something extremely nice tagged with a reasonable enough price to get for myself. ASICS x Hello Kitty Sneakers in Size 9 or 10 for my 25th Birthday, please. My heart is already palpitating with excitement. ^^;

Ok. Just thought I let this "Hello Kitty" thing one out. Back to work. And "hiatus" mode. Major deliverable due tomorrow. And another long weekend ahead. Might just sleep it away. Or scour some sales. Just not that ONE thing. Go away, Bad Vibes. Shooo. x_x

Seems almost everyone's been caught up with their own stuff recently. Work. Life. Family. Friends. "Me"-Time. And everything else. ^^

♥ Shim Changmin's supposed to have started shooting his drama in Jeju. Based on the schedule shared earlier. But he's been seen once or twice strolling the streets of Seoul. And nope. Not for a shoot or anything. Well. It's still good. Glad to know my son he is getting himself some sunshine. And some of rest time too. He definitely deserves it. My Changmin~

♥ Jung Yunho's acting career, "serious" this time, has finally debuted on once in a lifetime 09/09/09. And in the two episodes shown to date, I've only seen him sing like a retard and shout "Thank You! Thank You!" afterwards. So far, so good. And Cha Bong Gun in super HD, ridiculously huge at 2.1 GB, should be amazing to watch. Omo~

♥ Kim Jaejoong and Park Yoochun have been spreading melody and harmony as Jejung and Yuchun from Tohoshinki. Oh. The friendship of those never fails to . Add to that, they're sort of promoting my eternal favorite, Hello Kitty. I couldn't be any happier. Must find that very fab Hello Kitty Shoulder Bag in a nice shade of green. Just thinking about it makes me drool. Aiyo~

♥ Kim Junsu is nowhere to be found. Sadly enough. Seriously hoping though that he tagged along his bestfriend, Eunhyuk, and is now strolling the streets of Paris, showing him around. Free of worries. Enjoying. Relaxing. Well. Whatever it is that he's been up too lately, I hope he's doing well too. I know he is. My Junsu~

♥ Choi Siwon recently spent some his much needed vacation in Taiwan with my in-laws his family. Just in time before SuJu-M's new album and comeback. Funny how he looks like he lost some weight in the promotional pics which recently came out when he's all puffed and chubby during their HK Photoshoot last month. Someone's been busy all over again I guess. And though I'm 3 years his senior... Oppa! Hwaiting~

♥ Lee Minho's apparently in Singapore now to endorse some brand. And he'll be back in October to do sort of a fanmeeting. 10-ish, news said. Hmmm. Interesting. Still disappointed and heartbroken with BoF ending here in the Philippines and the cast not even paying a visit. Lack of fanbase and funds, probably. But yeah. In a month's time. Perfect for a quarter-life celebration. Just a three-hour flight away. Tempting, really. Oh no. What to do?! Here I go again. Goo Jun Pyo~

So I guess, here's my take. Almost saw it coming. But not this soon. Well. Time flies fast. And this must be done. ^^;

A lot of things going on for the past days. And a lot more lined-up. Occasional ranting now done in Twitter. My recent vent-out place. Will be gone for a while to sort things out first. Work and life are more demanding now than ever. But yeah. Will definitely be back. xD

→ It's gotta be one of the most breathtaking experiences of my life. Earlier today, I went to the Christening of my former teammate's first born. And during the reception, one of my other teammates passed the 2-month old baby for me to carry. Noah Benedict. Such a lovely and beautiful being. And yes. Just 2 months. OMG. It's not even my type to carry my baby cousins and nieces. Seeing his angelic face though, my "motherly" instinct got the best of me and thought to give it a shot. My heart was beating erratically while I was trying to get him and gently put on my arms. But once things were settled and he's calmly sleeping, I kept on looking at him and just be at awe. It's all overwhelming and scary at the same time. Those 15 minutes or so were just amazingly captivating. Hmmm. Time is ticking. ^^;

→ Girl Bonding with the most wonderful teammates ever. The looong month of August passed by with a lot of compulsive buying and unnecessary expenses. We're just downright poor now. And since the reception ended early and we didn't want to go home yet, all we're left to do was go to the nearest mall, window shop with those high wedges on and catch up on some chit-chats. And really, even if they're younger than me, they happen to give a bunch of the most insightful things about life and love. I would like to think that over the years, we've become closer to each other in more ways than one. Something true. Something deeper. I bet that when the time comes, it's gonna be one tough ride. They're one of the reasons why I've been managing to stick around after all. -_-

→ N.B.S.B. Short for "No Boyfriend Since Birth". My bundlemate kept on pimping almost the entire department about it in Facebook since the preview came out as he's being played here somewhere. It's about a girl who's been trying to have that one love all her life, almost chasing after the guys she happens to like and still get herself heartbroken afterwards. Lo and behold, his character's playing a major role in the story. Wow. The everyday plugging didn't help me to recall that it's actually on last night though. Thanks to technology and online streaming, gonna watch it in a little while. Will I be able to relate? Gonna go and find that one out. xD

→ "Someday. God knows when. But someday. It will be my day." - Jane Nichols, 27 Dresses ♥

I. Am. Dying. Here. Blood. Rushing. All. Over. My. Body. T_T

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Just a week to go. Yah~ Cha Bong Gun! Aiyo~ ♥

Really. No matter what others say. I shall never get tired of saying this. Ang gwapo mo naman, Jung Yunho. TT_TT

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My very own countdown to "Heading To The Ground" starts today. Oh. ♥